Hiya, yes I know, I know, I disappeared…. again…. Did you order the coffee? Cool.
Like I said, 10 months of transformation. I still haven’t landed 100% with the 2 serves of who gives a shit, with a side of Fuck off. I am a work in progress in being strong and not living in fear. My bestie would say I still need to work on the “negative talk”.
I had to drag my sorry arse back to work yesterday because the $7 profit I won in lotto I don’t think was quite enough to pay off my mortgage. Surely you couldn’t give me just once the winning lotto numbers? And I mean winning big, like millions of dollars. Don’t laugh, it wouldn’t be all for me, all the animals and people I could help. Ok if I couldn’t win big just enough to pay off the mortgage, oh, the enjoyment of resigning and going to discover the world and help the animals… oh and yes of course the people.
What’s wrong? Oh you missed me? I know I disappeared… again. I got involved in another Landmark program but this was separate to the Forum and the Advance course as they go hand in hand. I thought I was putting my toe into the waters of their Introduction to Leaders Program, I blinked, and there I was, the not so strong swimmer, frantically doing the dog paddle, thinking WTF, how did I get here?
How did you guess. Even more slaps in the face and these ones were mightier than before, but all very good. More poor arms got so tired trying to keep afloat, the sea had become too rough for me to handle, so I bailed out and floated back to shore. I fully understood their method to the madness but for once in my life I decided not to continue something that I started. That was a transformation in itself.
Yes, that means more time for our coffee’s together. You going to be ok with all my WTF questions? Oh what’s with the face? That’s what our get together’s are all about. Well yes, I know I diverted and disappeared a bit, maybe I might go off on a different blog for those moments and share with someone else… maybe call it “Mid Life crisis of a 46 Year Old Woman”, what do you think? Ok work in progress on the title. Might throw another one about dating. Oh man my brain has gone into overload with all the possibilities… woo hoo… stay tuned, but nonetheless, we are meant to have our catch ups. Might have a few slaps in the face moments along the way.
Having a Coffee With God 
Dear Honey,
Thank you for these wounderful blogs. I know that you are one of the billions and I know from now that your knowledge can help to everybody. You can help to your mentor, you can help your colleague and your neighbores, or to any body who ask you. It is very big thing what you have. Please make what you feel the good way and never stoped just go forward and the people will come around you. Love, Zsolt
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